Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Her name was Camille.

Last night, exactly three weeks after we lost our baby, we got the results of the DNA testing from our doctor.

We found out that our baby was a little girl, and we were going to name her Camille. The miscarriage was the result of a "spontaneous chromosomal abnormality" that was "incompatible with human life." In other words, our little Cam, or Cami, or Millie was never going to make it.  She had an extra set of chromosomes (69xxx) and her death in-utero was just a matter of time.  We feel very blessed that we found out that we lost our baby so early (at 11 weeks) instead of the more typical timeline with this type of chromosome abnormality that can occur late into the 2nd trimester.  Losing her was a terrible loss, but losing her at 20 weeks would've been much worse.  At this point, we are just happy that we had her as long as we did.

All-in-all, we remain grateful for what we have...optimistic for the future...thankful to everyone for the support...and in awe of the miracle of life.

6 comments:

Catherine said...

:( I'm so sorry, Carri. Thinking of you guys, and of little Camille.

Melissa said...

Carri, my prayers are with you and your family. This last month hasn't been easy for either of us but I know better times are ahead for our families. You too are a strong, beautiful woman and we will make it through these tough times. Much love!

L. Schum-Holcomb said...

I have an amazing fertility specialist that has given my husband and I two wonderful little miracles. I wish I knew women like you when I was going through these very same things. I know your journey is hard but, in the end, I would have done it again a million times over. Just know that you're not alone. And I applaud you for talking about Camille and sharing your experience.

Uncle Bruce and Aunt Sue said...

Camille.....love her name...will forever be near and dear to your hearts. We remain so very sorry for all of you. But what a blessing to have Miss Josie to hold a little tighter. Hugs and kisses....

Suzie, Michelle and Makayla said...

Camille-how beautiful! I'm so glad for you that you decided to have the testing done, I know that it gives some peace of mind that it was nothing you did that contributed to your loss. However, I know that it doesn't make the loss any easier. Keep your spirits up, which I know you are, and hold on to that little blessing that is Josephine. You are inspiring, strong woman and I know that you and Louie will be able to share your love with another little child in time. You're always in my thoughts!

Anonymous said...

Just reading my precious little granddaughters name Camille, has made DD's eyes leak.Cant hardly see my screen. She will always have a special spot in my heart where i will keep her safe and in my memories. Love DAD