Monday, February 23, 2009

It's not all bad...

Well, I'll just come right out and say it. Why? Because it bothers me that more people aren't more honest about things that really matter. So, here it goes... the last couple weeks have been awful. Little Lyla Bird has been diagnosed with hip dysplasia - read more about that story and see photos of the little darling on my sister's blog - www.threeaustins.blogspot.com We're are so sad that life has thrown our Three Austins a major curveball, but comforted by the fact that they are equipped to handle it with so much love, poise, honesty, courage, and wisdom.
In other sad news, I had a miscarriage last week. I know this isn't the standard, sit-back-and-smile blog post, but I figure if you're one of our loyal readers that is here for more than the pictures, than you deserve to know. Plus, I think one of the hardest things about having a miscarriage is that it's such a taboo subject in our culture. And, everyone is different of course...but I'm the type of person who handles things better when I can talk about them openly. So, there it is. We were pregnant, it was early on, and things weren't developing properly. Everything happnes for a reason. Everything. And we are confident that Josie will get her brother or sister as soon as the time is right. And perhaps that's a reason I decided to share this with everyone - as a sort of defense mechanism - because we're getting a lot of "It's time for #2" from people and my response from now on is just going to be "Trust me; We're trying."
Well, the last two weeks haven't been all bad. Lucky for the former Johnson girls, our little ones have kept us smiling and have acted as a constant reminder of just how fortunate we already are. Josie has been extra cuddly lately, which makes everything easier. Oh - and my hair is brown...Check out Josie wearing my sunglasses that she helped herself to from the kitchen table...
She has also decided that she hates the highchair, which oddly broke within days of her decision. Here she is sitting at the big table, which is crazy... She is getting a little more used to the idea of sharing, although we're not there yet. Here are the girls taking turns (can you believe it) on Andrew's bus...

And here are two photos from a collection we could call "You know you have a toddler if..."
After she put the animals on the potty, they of course needed a bath... There really are at least a dozen more photos from this series of shots where I followed her around the house silently photographing what she did with these three little animals. What an imagination!

And...she's getting her second set of molars! Already! Accordingly, this is the new official Josie pose...
I'll leave you with a quick video that recreates what happened on the street the other day. We were walking past the newspaper stand and Josie pointed to our President (wow, I'll never get tired of saying that) and said "Obama." So, I thought I'd share that joy with all of you. Enjoy!

6 comments:

Nick and Kelly Robbe said...

I am sorry to hear about your loss, but inspired by your courage and willingness to share your experiences with us. We love you for it.

Catherine said...

I'm so sorry to read about your loss, Carri. It is brave of you to share it. I definitely love reading your blog for much more than the pictures (which are, of course, wonderful). You're in our thoughts. XO Cat and Brandon and Ronan

Uncle Bruce and Aunt Sue said...

Carri and Louie we are so sorry to hear about your baby. We've never experienced a miscarriage, but can only imagine the pain and sadness you must be feeling. Love how you wrote from your heart. Take care of yourselves and each other, we know that you will. Love and prayers to all of you!!!

Anonymous said...

Carri & Louie I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I will keep you in my prayers. I love the photos of Josie and the one with the two of you. Brown hair, looks nice. Take care, and you are right it will happen in the right time. We love you all. Laurie

FourAustins said...

The Sisterly Bond...there is nothing else like it in the world!! LOVE YOU!!!!!

Anonymous said...

Carri,
I am so so sorry to hear of your loss. I truly understand. You were there for me after our loss and if you need anything at all, please don't hesitate to call. We chose to share our loss as well, we wanted to honor that little life by letting everyone know of it's presence. I'm so glad you shared, we'll remember that little one. The only solistice is that maybe they are there together, as friends, just like our girls. Lots of hugs to you all.
Ali